| ZOMG I'm posting!!! |
[Mar. 23rd, 2009|01:56 am] |
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13 weeks. Its been 13 weeks since I posted. lol. I honestly had nothing to say. But I do now. I'm not sure how many of you know besides the ones I told on the phone. But here it is for those that don't know. If you missed Ari's post about it. I'm moving out! Ari and her husband are buying a house and moving me in. Suffice to say this is BIG NEWS. lol. I will finally get on with my LIFE. And maybe even post once in a while, haha. Its the light at the end of the tunnel. I never had hope before. of anything. its an odd feeling. a nice one :) |
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[Dec. 20th, 2008|04:12 am] |
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Just a quick post to say sorry for only popping up once in a while to bitch. Believe me, I want to post more happy stuff, lol. And ty to all of your nice comments. they meant a lot. |
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[Dec. 16th, 2008|08:23 pm] |
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Hope. Fuck hope. I finally thought I might have met someone. Shock huh. She lived here. In MN. Played the same fucking game. So much in common. Seemed to do more then flirt. For the first time in my life I had hope. FUCK MY LIFE. of course not, its me right. So of course not. I'M THE GODDAMN FRIEND. As always. I swear to god I am done with this life. I have nothing to live for. FUCKING HOPE. God. to think I could feel worse then I did ehh? Before I couldn't fall further. I mean life is pure shit. So can't get worse. But the I had hope. That fucking word. And then its taken away. Wow. I haven't felt this bad in a long time. Its like a new wound. I'm here. I'll be here tomorrow. Till I'm not here anymore. Who knows when that will be. Yep. Another fucking emo matt post. |
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[Nov. 28th, 2008|07:10 pm] |
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Hey. Sorry I have vanished from the world. I'm not doing good. I am either always angry now or sad. I get angry at things that used to roll off my shoulders. everything just pisses me off. I don't even feel like me anymore. I don't like the person I seem to be becoming. I don't know how to stop it. All I do is post emo shit, and for that I'm sorry, just thought you guys would wanna know I'm alive. Also Insomnia is worse then ever. I rarely if ever can sleep without pills. So thats sure helping my fucked up mood. meh. |
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[Nov. 8th, 2008|04:42 am] |
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Blah. I'm alive, just....Blah. Sorry I have been "poof" the last few days. |
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[Nov. 6th, 2008|11:52 pm] |
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| | Korn | ] |
Fuck it. Fuck life. Well my life. Either I will kill mother aka cunt or I will be homeless soon. Cell is probably going to be gone, so if I am just gone that's why. If I am kicked out I have no where to go and will starve to death. Not that my life is worth fighting for. so no biggie. Not being a drama whore here. I might be homeless tonight. if i am goodbye. |
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[Oct. 29th, 2008|10:50 pm] |
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[Oct. 21st, 2008|09:42 pm] |
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(1) Your name? ancient greek translation for "eternal sex-god". It is beleived that anyone that holds this name has a great level of skill and ability to perform sexual acts for long periods of time. Men posessing this name are also well endowed.( >.> ) (2) Your age?. 750ml of alky
1 mickey + 1 mickey = a 26 (3) One of your friends? (using #2 or this will be exactly like Ari's XD) Aurora
1. Greek goddess of the dawn prone to making lingustic mistakes.
2. One of the many names for sleeping beauty.
1. When Aurora fell in love with a mortal she asked Jupiter to, " Give my man immortality!" When she should have said, " Give my man eternal youth!"
This eventually resulted in her lover getting so decrepit that she turned him into a grasshopper. (4) Favorite color? Black
1.Darkness, a dark colour, the colour of this text is black.
2.A race - The black race can range from African american to polynesian.
1. I own a black car. (5) Hometown? brooklyn park
Bad-ass gangsta suburb of Minneapolis that used to be hip, until Jesse Ventura came in. But it's a still sweet place.
"We're rolling through Brooklyn Park."
"My crib is in Brooklyn Park."
"I'm from Brooklyn Park." (6) Month of your birthday? April
derived from a month, used by parents who lacked creativity at the time of their daughters arrival
'gee, i just gave birth, what month is it again?... April you say..'
(7)Your middle name? eric
The most amazing person in the entire universe. Everything about him is perfect! He's charming, handsome, intelligent, strong, romantic, funny...everything you want in a guy. It's impossible not to fall in love with him! Once you lay eyes on him, you will know from that very moment that you will never stop loving him.
did you see eric...damn that bitch is fine! (#2 because its funny as hell)
A term used to describe a mentally retarded cat that has the ability to fly by moving its tail in a circular motion. Once in the air, erics are known to land ontop of statues to catch and eat birds. Once they get the taste of blood, they turn into a form of vampire and attack fat people.
Omg! dude last night I saw an eric fly by!! |
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[Oct. 20th, 2008|10:03 pm] |
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Ok, last night, I was sleeping. and guess what. My bed has a table next to it with a lamp on it. I bumped the table and the lamp fell and landed on my EYE. No joke. Not my forhead. Not my cheek. BUT MY EYE WHAT THE FUCK. That....hurt. -grumbles- |
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[Oct. 18th, 2008|10:38 am] |
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So I finally wiped my PC. Took hours backing up stuff on disk. I double checked the disks before I wiped it. After I did it, I put the disks in to get some stuff back. .......Only one disk works. WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK!? -.- I checked before I did it. They had the stuff on them. Now all but one says there is nothing on them. No friggin idea. But it sure was nice to waste the hours doing that for NOTHING. -sigh- I gave a few of you guys a matrix screensaver. Mine is GONE....so if any of you still have it, that would be great. EDIT: I found that online. So at least I didn't lose everything. |
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[Oct. 10th, 2008|08:46 am] |
AHHHHHHHGGG. Well this sucks. Ok, I lay down to sleep. and in the four hours I have slept so far, I must have woken up seventeen damn times. ._. Now I am awake. less then four hours sleep, tired as fuck. But cant fall asleep. So I get up to read or something. And my eyes are burning from lack of sleep. OK BODY, I CANT SLEEP BECAUSE YOU WONT LET ME, AND NOW I CANT READ, THANKS! |
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[Oct. 9th, 2008|12:36 am] |
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| |  horny | ] |
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Hey. Yes, Its me! posting! Amazing huh. :p Sorry, as always I don't really have anything to post about. I hope to get a job sometime in my LIFETIME. Then maybe I will have stuff to talk about. And that's with more then just LJ, but talking to you guys on AIM. It sucks, I have no life, and you ask whats up, and I say.....nothing. Every time. Believe me, Its not me not wanting to talk. Its me having NO LIFE. lol. Also my PC is being a pain in my ass lately. Freezing up, randomly disconnecting. Just lots of shit. and I am looking for my reinstall disks so I can wipe the damn thing. So that's why I haven't been on AIM as much. Just not in the mood to fight the damn thing. I will try to post more often. But its just hard when my life is so blah. Not that I am emo or depressed. I'm doing ok right now. In an ok mood. Regardless of my background and display pic looking so gloomy XD I just like that kind of art style. |
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[Sep. 28th, 2008|12:17 am] |
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Welcome to my LJ Erin :D -waves- |
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[Sep. 11th, 2008|11:21 pm] |
OWWWWWWW. These migraines are killin me. Maybe literally. Shoot me. Ow |
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[Sep. 11th, 2008|05:02 pm] |
| matt_00101 is distressed. | | If it's not one thing, it's another. Your life is a pitiful wreck, and it's all you ever write about. Why don't you at least make up a happy story for once. Your friends would appreciate that. | | wanna know your lj's moodring color? enter your user name and hit the button. (discussion thread) | So true >.> |
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[Aug. 2nd, 2008|02:47 am] |
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GAAAAH! My phone just stopped working. No signal. Nothing. Shit. I didn't see you call Ang, and when I did my phone was like this. >.< We have 2 cell phones in the house. Neither work. We have no home phone. I find myself thinking of your old icon Jana. Well fuck. |
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[Jul. 18th, 2008|04:29 pm] |
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o_O; Its been 5 weeks since I posted!?! >.> lol. Sorry guys, I LIVE!!!!! Really. lol. Umm, ok, not a lot has happened in my life. Hmmm, I moved into a new room. that's been really good. Much more peaceful. I will tell you all more about that if you want to hear. Umm, I'm listening to The Nightmare Before Christmas. haha. not sure why, but I'm into it, :p I haven't heard this music or seen the move in way to long. Not sure what else to talk about right now. but sorry I didn't post in over a month. I'll try not to do that anymore. |
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[Jun. 7th, 2008|04:38 am] |
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BORED. OMG. SO. BORED. SAVE MEEEEEEEEEEE. That is all. |
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[Jun. 1st, 2008|07:01 pm] |
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Hmmm. Just woke up. was asleep 17 hours. damn. Wasn't normal oversleeping. I just didn't want to be awake. Gah. hello emo matt. lol. I need to get up >.> |
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